“I’m going to need a lot more of you if you want what’s left of me”
Don’t stop believing till the end, have faith in us. I’m not saying our relationship will be 50-50, far from it, In a perfect world, maybe, but our world is far from perfect. We are perfectly imperfect for each other. Sometimes I will only be able to give you 10% and other days I can afford 90%…. On the days I offer 30% please stay strong enough and pump in 70% for both of us. We gonna need sacrifice from both of us to survive. I promise, no matter the weather, I will give something, even if it’s as little as 1%.. It doesn’t matter how bad things are, I will always try. Hold on for both of us too, it might get rough,actually it will get rough and Believing might seem impossible but don’t lose faith in us. A little faith might be the only thing that Will keep us going sometimes.
There will be good times, that’s for sure. We will make a lot of memories together. I want to feel everything under the sun with you. Every emotion I have imagined, read in a book or movie. I want us to live through all our favorite love songs. I will make you feel like you my only one, I will love all of you and I won’t give up on you …… I want us to be the love poems we read online and I want us to live through all the love poems I will bleed. There’s no holding back. I promise to remove all the bricks you used to build all those walls around your heart, soul and body. I will remove them one by one, slowly and carefully you won’t feel the pain. Then we Will build you back brick by brick, this time we will erect a tower where your walls used to be. The tower is not to protect you from the world, but a playground, our playground, a building long enough to start a city. It will be our safe place, our safe Haven. Each brick will be laid with love. We might bleed and sweat while building, but in the end, babe, it will be worth it.
Have faith in us, enough faith that as much as we are together, you still have dreams to pursue. I can only support you, but the path you choose is entirely your own. Your dreams, never leave them behind, chase them with everything you have, sometimes it will be at the expense of our time together, I know. More work will mean less time together but that doesn’t mean I will ask you to slow down, I want you to be the best version of yourself, it’s through hard work and dedication that all Great things under the sun were achieved. If you go too fast, I will ask you buckle up, I might install a speed limit secretly so that you don’t die on me but I ll never ask you to stop. If things don’t workout for you, remember my arms are and will always be home. We will figure things out.
I want to grow old with you. Have faith in us, don’t you Ever stop believing.